Love, Riah (My Very First Love Poem)

Ugghh.
Why? Why! Must You Make Me So So Angry?!
Like?
Why?
Why? Do we fight this way?
We orgasm at pushing each other's buttons?
 Did I push you this way?
Or were we pulled into the emotion?
Like.
You tiptoe on the floor of my heart.
and tug at the tiniest blood vessel that could possibly makes it
Burst.
But I clutch onto my heart.
Having faith in the fact I'll be saved.
One way or another.

I hope that they were right when they said
Don't fight the pull of the ocean.
For it will take you away with it.
But I try to manipulate it anyways.

But what have I done for you to see the clouds
Over my eyes?
Has not my happiness shone as a light.
A twinkle in my eyes?

I can no longer verbally declare...
Not, not that I ever have...
What I feel.
Just see it.
Look for it.
Then Look At It.

Love, Riah